Off

I have been feeling kind of "off" lately and am starting to get panicky. It is so unlike me to feel this way. It seems I am having a harder time breathing and I don't know if it is because of the weather, of because I need to lose some weight, although, I have been exactly the same weight for well over a year, closer to two, so it seems like this is where my body wants to be. I have all my tests to redo in June and I just hate saying anything about me to anyone because it seems like there is always something wrong. SIGH........
And I am so TIRED of being in pain ALL of the time. SIGH...........